February 2012
to my parents: i'm sorry i'm such a disappointment and i'm sorry i can't be like her.
to my friends: i'm sorry i always talk about how ugly i am. i'm sorry i have no self esteem and i'm sorry i can't be a better friend
to the people at my school: i'm so sorry i'm weird. i'm sorry i don't fit in. i'm sorry i don't look pretty or skinny like all of you.
to myself: i'm sorry i was ever born, i'm sorry i cut knives into you, i'm sorry i starve you and i'm just sorry i hate you so much.
It hurts when you wake up and realise it was just...
